Thursday, December 15, 2011

Life is a....
Life is never an ending journey…
Make yourself available for every adventure…. 
its alright to be afraid of new things…
but don’t let it stop you from trying….

Life is never an obstacle…
when you know how to handle it well…
some people call it hardship….
others refer to it as variety in life…
to make it colorful and fun….

Life is always a blast….
when it is shared with love one….
we fight, we tease, we cry, we love….
that’s what it take to be with your love one….
do it every day…
do it with love and joy….

Life is a bundle of bless…
from the Creator of all….
He who gives and cherish…
every little soul He created since the beginning of time…

Life is a…..
its your choice to fill in the rest….
fill it with whatever makes you happy….

olsenwilliam 88’
Tanjung Malim, Malaysia

Friday, December 9, 2011

Life's wheel of fortune

I wonder,
why life has to be bitter.
I wonder,
why can't we be happier?

Insanity sparks,
Alluring in the dark,
Life must have suck,
when you don't know how to dug.

Life is a wheel,
that makes you feel,
how to be heal,
by those who deal.

I am nobody.
Hoping to be steady.
So I can be ready
to make others happy.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

I once told myself
that I have to avoid
the possibility of being drag
by my past

But I can't help myself
from falling down
that path again
I tried and
I fail

Once in a while
I told myself
I have to be strong
I have to be firm
I have to stay alert
but I am fragile
my heart breaks into pieces
a million pieces
that is impossible
to be one again

I have wandered
the river of perfection
and it is tough
the competition is fierce
the competitors are heartless
I told myself
you can do it
but a side of me
you are worthless
you will never win the battle

23 years of wandering
now I know
nobody is perfect
a cliche saying
to avoid you
confronting yourself
about your ability
your strength and your vision

I told myself again
don't you dare
take others's view
and clip it in mind
because all the do is
trying to make you feel bad

I guess you lose
cause now
I am stronger than ever
maybe I have a fragile heart
but you have nothing but
self pity
because you take my weakness
at a tool
for you to be better
which you will never be.....

Friday, November 11, 2011

We are never alone in this world

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Courtesy of these pictures: 10 more terrifying and mysterious creatures. Visit this website for more info about the pictures....

Surgery gone freakishly WRONG!!!!

Im not judging, just wanna share~~,

They are born pretty/handsome, but they wanted more and more and more. Eventually, they never stop wanting.....

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Me now....

No wonder my friends look at me with shock now....I never thought I am this thin in my school years....I definitely wants the body but the face....seriously....I look like crap....hahaha....but anyway, this picture is for those who never thought I was smaller than I am now....

Can you spot the difference?....hahaha....I think you definitely can.....

I don't know whether to cry or to be mad.....

This posting issue is not going to end. Please don't look at this videos politically but please look at it through the POV of a student who spend thousand of RM to finish his/her study in university. I not completely mad; I am more of disappointed because I thought I have a safe future when I apply for a place to study in this field. But now I know, nothing will hold your future safe. Everything keep on changing and worse, the changes happen at your time.

Well, what to do? I know there students who fought for our right but is that enough? Is that what we want? To be honest, I came to this university to learn, not to fight or to question about the higher authority credibility in doing their job.

That all, from me.....a final year student who have no idea what the future hold for.....

I can only hope for the better....=)

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Like wise~~

Where I come from,
the grass is greener
but here,
everything is sandy and dull

I try to indulge
but nothing happen
I try to look at the stars
but I can only see concrete trees
what is happening to me?

Like wise,
I bare myself in this abomination.
I wonder what others think, too.
Maybe we have the same thought
but with different perception.

I want to fill the hole
with something new
but it's too fragile and
now I wander around my head
to get a clear path.

I want others
to see
to listen
to touch
to feel
all the emotions in me
but I guess it is too hard
I don't let go of thought
I am struggling to get out of the misery
so I can be one with myself once more.

Monday, October 31, 2011

Sale! Sale! Sale!

Wanna buy original perfume but too expensive? I got a deal for you perfume lovers out there. My big sis is selling these goods for an incredible low price. Wanna buy it? Just leave your email in the message box and I will contact you right away.

P/S: These perfumes are genuine. This is not the perfumes that you see at the hawker stall at KL street or pasar-pasar malam. TQ.

ALL ORIGINAL perfumes!!
(any brand 100ml)
SALE! One bottle RM90
Grab now!! Valid until 30/11/2011.

Once again, if you are interested please kindly leave your email address in the message box. Or if you have any questions, you can leave it there, too.

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Thursday, October 20, 2011

Club 27

Today in my Young Adult Literature class, we talk about bully and self-esteem. For me, this issue is very common among young adult in Malaysia nowadays. From what I have learned from this class, young adult are those in the range age of 11 to 18. If Im not mistaken la.....

Well, today we learned about a short story entitled 'A letter from the fringe'.
It is indeed an interesting story; basically it shows how a young adult get through life as a bully victim. Want to know more about this story? The short story is compiled in a book entitled 'In short: How to teach young adult short story'. So, if you are interested you can read it from that book.

Within the discussion, one of my friend talked about something to do with celebrities who died at the age of 27 years old. I don't quit know how our discussion got to it but it just did. You want to know what is this CLUB 27? Well, I am generous enough to link the information for you. So, click here.
Basically, this is a club to remembered all the famous celebrities who died at the age of 27. When I went through all the websites that talked about this club, I am overwhelmed to see how many celebrities who died at such young age.

Some of them are;
Jimi Hendrix

Kurt Cobain

And the most recent celebrity that joined the club is;
Amy Winehouse

There are many others that I am not familiar with but if you want to know more about them you can visit this website ---> Click me Forever 27

I don't know whether it has to do with anything supernatural but I guess when you are too out of control and you don't know how to stop, it will just stop it for you. I don't want to talk about religion here because I am not so religious myself but at least I have my believe and that believe is we are all guarded by a power that we call God and maybe this sounds cliche but I guess when He call you, you just can't ignore his call and you will go to Him no matter what.

So, this is it. Until next entry.....stay happy....stay in love....and most important of all....STAY ALIVE!!!.....

Wednesday, October 19, 2011


I wonder why they always rush.
It's not like the world will end,
if they take a minute to chill.

I wonder why I don't care,
when people say it's not ok,
not ok to wait, not ok to hold.
But, I say I'll manage.

I don't know how to say,
but I am scared
of not be able to withstand
all the obstacles.

But, they say
You will manage, girl.
You always have,
and you will always will.

Thank you,
for the support.
I guess now that I know,
I won't look down on myself again.

That's my problem,
never once I told myself,
That I'm better from someone.
I have no trust in myself.
I see the ghost of the past in me
once again I fall down.

But now,
I can't waste no more time.
It's time to prove
to me and others
I can do whatever that they can do.
I know I can,
I know I will.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Sexually abuse.....

This is a story shared by one of my good friend to me in Facebook. I felt like fainted when I read this story. Those ppl who did this to this girl have not been sentenced when any conviction from this crime that they did to her. I may not be a religious person, but I know for sure that those men WILL NEVER REST IN PEACE UNTIL THEY DIE......

This is a story of Junko Furuta.....


Junko Furuta. The girl who went through 44 days of torture.

DAY 1: November 22, 1988: Kidnapped

Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy’s girlfriend

Raped (over 400 times in total)

Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away

Starved and malnutritioned

Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink

Forced to masturbate

Forced to strip in front of others

Burned with cigarette lighters

Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/anus

DAY 11: December 1, 1988: Severely beat up countless times

Face held against concrete ground and jumped on

Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag

Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth

Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach

Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn’t accept it)

Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms

Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire

Bottle inserted into her anus, causing injury

DAY 20: December10, 1989: Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns

Beat with bamboo sticks

Fireworks inserted into anus and lit

Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked

Beaten with golf club

Cigarettes inserted into vagina

Beaten with iron rods repeatedly

Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony

Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding

DAY 30: Hot wax dripped onto face

Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter

Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area

Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers

Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina

Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion

Unable to urinate properly

Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroom

Eardrums severely damaged

Extreme reduced brain size

DAY 40: Begged her torturers to “kill her and get it over with”

January 1, 1989: Junko greets the New Years Day alone

Body mutilated

Unable to move from the ground

DAY 44: January 4, 1989: The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell, using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext. She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose. They put a candle’s flame to her face and eyes.

Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and then lit on fire. This final torture lasted for a time of two hours.

Junko Furuta died later that day, in pain and alone. Nothing could compare 44 days of suffering she had to go through.

When her mother heard the news and details of what had happened to her daughter, she fainted. She had to undergo a psychiatric outpatient treatment . Imagine her endless pain.

Her killers are now free men. Justice was never served, not even after 20 years.

They deserve a punishment much greater than they had put upon Furuta, for putting an innocent girl through the most unbearable suffering.

This story from 1989 is true. Please spread her story around. Everyone should know about the existence of Junko Furuta’s unimaginable and incomprehensible suffering, and this is why this group has been made.

Invite your friends. Never let her story be forgotten. If this story changes the life of at least one person then it has been worth it.

Rest In Eternal Peace,

Junko Furuta



Sunday, October 9, 2011

Don't you just love the look on their face?~~,

Can you just please let me take a break? Its not like Im the one who need exercise....

Ok people!!! This is not funny.....I feel my dignity is on my butt now....

I really need to marry someone right away.....this doing-it-myself routines makes me tired and its no fun at all....

I didnt eat your spaghetti.....I swear!!!...I didn't.....
Please sir....I promise I will never pee in my neighbor's pool again....please sir....and Im not the one who smoke the pot.....its them...they make me smoke it....

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