Stupidity

I wonder why they always rush.

It's not like the world will end,

if they take a minute to chill.

I wonder why I don't care,

when people say it's not ok,

not ok to wait, not ok to hold.

But, I say I'll manage.

I don't know how to say,

but I am scared

of not be able to withstand

all the obstacles.

But, they say

You will manage, girl.

You always have,

and you will always will.

Thank you,

for the support.

I guess now that I know,

I won't look down on myself again.

That's my problem,

never once I told myself,

That I'm better from someone.

I have no trust in myself.

I see the ghost of the past in me

and

once again I fall down.

But now,

I can't waste no more time.

It's time to prove

to me and others

I can do whatever that they can do.

I know I can,

and

I know I will.