Me then....me now....

No wonder my friends look at me with shock now....I never thought I am this thin in my school years....I definitely wants the body but the face....seriously....I look like crap....hahaha....but anyway, this picture is for those who never thought I was smaller than I am now....

Can you spot the difference?....hahaha....I think you definitely can.....

I don't know whether to cry or to be mad.....

This posting issue is not going to end. Please don't look at this videos politically but please look at it through the POV of a student who spend thousand of RM to finish his/her study in university. I not completely mad; I am more of disappointed because I thought I have a safe future when I apply for a place to study in this field. But now I know, nothing will hold your future safe. Everything keep on changing and worse, the changes happen at your time.

Well, what to do? I know there students who fought for our right but is that enough? Is that what we want? To be honest, I came to this university to learn, not to fight or to question about the higher authority credibility in doing their job.

That all, from me.....a final year student who have no idea what the future hold for.....

I can only hope for the better....=)

Like wise~~

Where I come from,

the grass is greener

but here,

everything is sandy and dull

I try to indulge

but nothing happen

I try to look at the stars

but I can only see concrete trees

what is happening to me?

Like wise,

I bare myself in this abomination.

I wonder what others think, too.

Maybe we have the same thought

but with different perception.

I want to fill the hole

with something new

but it's too fragile and

now I wander around my head

to get a clear path.

I want others

to see

to listen

to touch

to feel

all the emotions in me

but I guess it is too hard

because

I don't let go of thought

I am struggling to get out of the misery

so I can be one with myself once more.

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Over edited but what the heck~~

Club 27

Today in my Young Adult Literature class, we talk about bully and self-esteem. For me, this issue is very common among young adult in Malaysia nowadays. From what I have learned from this class, young adult are those in the range age of 11 to 18. If Im not mistaken la.....

Well, today we learned about a short story entitled 'A letter from the fringe'.

It is indeed an interesting story; basically it shows how a young adult get through life as a bully victim. Want to know more about this story? The short story is compiled in a book entitled 'In short: How to teach young adult short story'. So, if you are interested you can read it from that book.

Within the discussion, one of my friend talked about something to do with celebrities who died at the age of 27 years old. I don't quit know how our discussion got to it but it just did. You want to know what is this CLUB 27? Well, I am generous enough to link the information for you. So, click here.

Basically, this is a club to remembered all the famous celebrities who died at the age of 27. When I went through all the websites that talked about this club, I am overwhelmed to see how many celebrities who died at such young age.

Some of them are;

Jimi Hendrix

Kurt Cobain

And the most recent celebrity that joined the club is;

Amy Winehouse

There are many others that I am not familiar with but if you want to know more about them you can visit this website ---> Click me Forever 27

I don't know whether it has to do with anything supernatural but I guess when you are too out of control and you don't know how to stop, it will just stop it for you. I don't want to talk about religion here because I am not so religious myself but at least I have my believe and that believe is we are all guarded by a power that we call God and maybe this sounds cliche but I guess when He call you, you just can't ignore his call and you will go to Him no matter what.

So, this is it. Until next entry.....stay happy....stay in love....and most important of all....STAY ALIVE!!!.....

Stupidity

I wonder why they always rush.

It's not like the world will end,

if they take a minute to chill.

I wonder why I don't care,

when people say it's not ok,

not ok to wait, not ok to hold.

But, I say I'll manage.

I don't know how to say,

but I am scared

of not be able to withstand

all the obstacles.

But, they say

You will manage, girl.

You always have,

and you will always will.

Thank you,

for the support.

I guess now that I know,

I won't look down on myself again.

That's my problem,

never once I told myself,

That I'm better from someone.

I have no trust in myself.

I see the ghost of the past in me

and

once again I fall down.

But now,

I can't waste no more time.

It's time to prove

to me and others

I can do whatever that they can do.

I know I can,

and

I know I will.