~Silver lining~

I look up in the sky...
just to feel better bout myself...
its not that I never try....
but in the end I'll be self-destruct...

I sly through the veins of happiness
hoping that I have the chance to be happy
little that I know...
I'm living in the pretentious world....
where hypocrisy partnered everyone

Silver lining...
I believe I have it on my own...
looking back to everything I face....
I fall in the crack and unable to stand up again...
but....army of butterflies lift me up...
able me to fly back to the world of certainty....

Venom of love...
poisons of hatred....
I have it all....
fooling me to my down fall...
I believe the scissors of dull city
with inaugurate it for me...