Talking behind my back.....

Do take me for granted....
I may look happy and cool all the time...
but I do appreciate what happen around me....
If you have something you want to tell me...
Face me and tell it straight to my face....
I hate that when I talk to someone else
and know that you're actually talking about me...

Please...grow up...
The longer I stay here...
the more hypocrisy I see....
Talking nonsense....
talking rubbish....
and...
talking without thinking....
you are going to be an educator...
why wont you change for the better....

But this entry is to all....
that talk about me behind my back....
I am not a narrow minded person....
If I have flaws I can accept it and change...
but if you talk behind me...
you will forever be the permanent stain
that I will constantly remember....

Because I have been betrayed over and over again...
I can no longer trust the ppl I call friend....
I am sorry...it harsh but its the truth...
because I appreciate my friendship...
but maybe to you...any you...
your friendship with me is just....
a torn paper...
useless and purposeless.....